tryna find new blogskin.bud cant find a nice one.

neva mind den.

feeling low today.

i didnt get enuf rest dis few days.

and ma mind kept thinking of ma family.

due to dat,i had a slight migrane.

after the sentosa outing, ma bdy seems to be weak.

now,i had fever and migrane.

boohho..!

ma mum now getting closer wif ma step dad.

how frustrating is dat?

i dun nid replacement for ma dad.!

mum, i thot u realised it.

bud u didnt.

arnt tears n plead isnt enuf for u to understd ur daughters feelings?

now u are remarried, bud why am i in a position where i ve to handle everythg.im ur daughter not ur husband.

ur sewa kdai,ur daily exp,ur bills.where is ur rich husband dat u praise alwyz?

is not im being rude ma.bud im tired.

i didnt run away from it.i fight for it.

bud u putting all the burden on ma shoulder.

u lied to me.u lied u had divorced wif him.

bud u didnt.

i caught you !

mayb im still young.

bud im not dat slow dat u can fool me ard.

all the money i gave ya for ur debts,u gave him.

and now,im working double time to pay it again.

ma!

i wish late dad was here eventgh u had a hard times wif him last time.

im his pampered daughter.

and now,i got no one to pampered to!

ma, u kept saying abt wando can jage ma life.

hes totally not ready ma.

i can see it.

we are juz couple ma.

i dun wanna give him hope.cos i dun want any hurts or tears.

jodoh di tgn tuhan.

why i totally dun like ma step father?

cos i love dad only.deres no nid for replacement.no way!

u remarried wen only 9 mths afta dad passed away!?

i noe u hate dad last time.cos he didnt lead the family,isnt stepfather the same?old dirt dat didnt support our family.?

bud only support himself?

ur feelings chged so fast ma.

im sorry if im rude in anyways ma,

all i nid,ur daughters nid is ur attention.

mayb i n kak da bsar.

bud look at fifi n mira now?

dey are not how dey supposed to be.

ok stop

im soorry ma.

tues till thurs im free.

anyone?

cya ard.