ma enthu neva dies.

till wateva pass thru.

"evry single thg happen wif a reason, happiness will await in future."

i believe dat sentence.

ive been facing dis probs since young age.

till when, can it stop?

why cant i be like otha kids

had a family,felt like dey belong to the love ones.

no financial probs.

fuck to those kids who now alwys think abt demself.

arnt dey supposed to be happy, where evrythg is complete.

family,love, money, home.

i felt pity to those who face similiar like me.

i want a home.

a really loving parents!!

*wish ma dad still ard.

end of debts?!

y muz i werk in so young age?!

im tired.

i hav to help ma mum.

staying under pple roof wher i felt like hell.

im tired.

i nid a hug.where hizwan alwys gave me.

where i cry all out in his arms.

where can i find ma happy family back?

im alwys close to sis.

where are all the laughters gone to..

i laugh,happy wen im wif frens.

bud it come back wen i step home.

can i stp dis hurt.

i noe i cant really take it anymore.

cos i neva cried like dis..

dis is the only way to let go more feelings.

crying n let it go here.

confused.

since im 14 i deal wif dis.

ive to work.

support maself n family

pay ma n dad debts.

im fear, will dis hunt me till, foreva?