confession of ma heart.

maybe i kept it too long and i juz wanna let it out ma frend.

you've changed.bit by bit.

no more words for you.

juz dat you are better on ur own.

and if im really sumone that u treasure, think twice on how u treat me.

been wk, i been enduring ma pain, having a stamoch cram.

gastric?

i dunnoe.seriously i dunnoe.

its just dat its so pain.dat i cried everynite.

it kept me up whole nite.

and ayg, stop bugging me to doc.and u noe im pissed off. ya, why?

i hate doc, IM AFRAID OF DOCTORS. from young.you noe it.all ma loves one noe it.

i react diff nowdays.why?

cos i cant take the pain anymore.

work life?

ive been having an enthu mood last wk.

bud too bad.

sombdy juz turn it off.

and im like dragging maself to work again.

family.

mum been talking nicely to me.

glad that ma family been havng a good communication.

ma datuk sdare just passed away.

and this christmas, its mum and late dad wedding anivarsary for 21 yrs.

yesh i lied.

lied that im strong.

bud i wasnt.

i mish the time where ma family under our own shelter.

mish dad badly.

i cant hold it anymore.

till here.cos i dun wanna cry no more.

hush.dun ask me futher.cos i wont be answering it.