Dear Diary,

" Dosent mean we have less communication, or meet once a wk with a short period, it gonna be the end, N-O its not, infact its a new challenge for us." he gave me courage wen he informed me abt wks he will be staying in.

Wando noticed a change in me.

I can feel it, and im comfortable with it.

He said, im much stronger than i am.

Well, this year, ma life will be the same, work and school.

The only change is ma relationship life.

Im just proud that i have him.=) Hope to meet you tmrw.

Mum approached me, why am i alwys at home when im off.?

a simple ans i gave, wando in camp and im saving money.

It reminds me on how

late dad and mum struggled thru many diff probs.

People they trust most stabbed thier backs.

and yar, now ma dad is gone,

and those people come back and tryna create probs wif mum.

Money is ur problem? If we are billionare, we wont trouble YOU.

why bothers ma family anymore?what do u expect from us?

im in pain everytime mum cries.

wads more, i cant do much. i tried working 2 jobs while schling.

i failed.

i dont complains on how otha ghurls live thier lives.

or i dun even envy them.

Every ghurls dream to wish they had wordrobes like parishilton, legs were nice ar nicole riche and body was hot as jessica alba. and yar, rich as bil gates.

im happy,im happy.

schedue was packed wen comes to weekends.

Thurs, Fri and Sun working.

Sat is ma free time.

Absent from sch on thurs, why?

cant even open ma eyes?

why?tooo tireed..

and i had finish ma points, memorizing time!

i guess,im not really ready for test coming mon.= )